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MOnkeEMaCina
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Location: California, United States
Birthday: 10/22/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: um.. watching t.v. talking with friends goin online
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i see how things just change.
the world can just walk by
it never stops for anything.
nothing, not u nor i.
time is our worse enemy
it changes all we know.
it doesnt stop, it cannot stop.
changing all to show.
why does it have to go away,
why doesnt it all just stay.
it goes for good,
it goes for bad,
and all there is to save.
nothing lasts forever,
nothings there to stay.
your friends all go,
your family strays,
your hope just fades away.
music changes all the time,
and pets die one day,
old age pevales,
sickness trives,
nothing can stop the pains.
When will the Clock stop for good?
and let all its enemies waver
to enjoy the timeless envelope
to not worry about,
just to enjoy and savor.
Time is our worse enemy,
it doesnt stop, never.
and wen there is a timeless void,
just try to always remember.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/27/2003
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| HOLA MIS AMIGOS!!!!
haha... im at sandy's house! hehe...welll yeah i havent updated in a while so i decided to update here, i asked here and she sed yes!! haha...we are in her room...we just finished looking at these sites and they are scary..heh...we were talking about different ppl and stuff that we wanna do before we go back to school...nothing really has happened...im moving in with my step dads mom...so yeah if there is not enough room imma live with my grandma next to to my house now...it'll be kool...i got the band camp letter....cool theme...hehe..well there nothing much to say...im going to ohio in 2 days and im so excited!!!i cant wait to see aunt lori and nikki and gus...hehe it'll be awesome!!! well imma go...nothing else much to say....oh yeah daniel and nicole are coming over to sandy's so ill be able to see them before i go...sandy's going to las vegas with them,,,so i hope they have fun!! well im out!!! peace!! and take care
*macina*
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well its so freakin hot in my house right now, im ready to kill! ahh, i need air conditioning...ahhh..okay well guys, guess what,.....IM MOVING! yes moving, and i dont want to!! i willnot leave my house, we dont want to move.. its all my uncles fault, and my ugly troll cousin...dam her.. well lemme tell u what happened..when my uncle dies, the house i am living in now goes to her.. where she lives, the owner sold the property, and they have to move, she didnt even look for a place..so she comes to my unlce and ses "since its mine, y cant i live in it now?" so WE have to move out by September 15th, which sucks ass, i cryed..im worried about, if we are gonna find a house or not, and what school im going to, I dont want to leave Gabrielino, i love that school, and my friends.. all my buddies,,*tear* and like i might not be able to go on the internet, and all my buddies on there, i dont know if imma be able to talk to them *tear*.. i might have to live with my grandparents nextdoor.. i really do not wanna see my cousin, i think if i see her imma end up telling her something, i think when we leave, imma have my brother pee all over the floor and have joey crap everywhere and have hole in the wall, haha..thats what they get.. they have no consideration, there are ppl living in the house! now we dont have a place to live! thats like nooo heart, and they are family..well enough of that.... I got 4 new cd's YAY! i got fall out boy and thrice and something corporate and bad religion...i love fall out boy! the singer, patrick, he is soooo freakin hot!! omg, wow, thats all i have to say. haha, sandy agrees with me.. and my grandma is letting me use her guitar, im trying to learn songs, cuz theres nothing else to do... i can play the beginng of ocean avenue.. well imma go theres nothing else to do...peace take care, imma miss u if i dont talk to u.. love ya all!
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| IM GOING TO OHIO!!!! YES!!! OMG ITS GONNA BE SO FLIPPIN FUN! I CANT WAIT! HAHA nikki doesnt know when im going...hehe.. and gus i dont think he knows either, i think just, my aunt and lori know..hehe thats awesome. im so excited, i wish sandy could have came with mem, she was supposed to but her mom sed no..oh well maybe next year...heh...im so bored....ahhh i wanna do something! i wanna go sumwhere...duude..i dont feel good....ehh.... my ear hurts alot! ahh imma die!....... welll i have died,,,, blah so bored...nothing really happen lately... my 4th of july kinda sucked... mmy mom didnt really let us do fireworks grrr...we have alot left over...dam...she was all nervous...geez..calm down..haha...and we went shopping, well not really shopping...we went to the store... sucked...but i got some shirts, i like them...i got like a yellow tank top its cute, and a black shirt, THAT I LOVE! hurley, haha.. then we went out to dinner with mis abuelos, for mi abuelo's birthday.... then after my mom was gonna take me driving... and she sed she promised and knowing her... she "forgets".. well lets just say she drank to much... and she was alito buzzed and she didnt take me...or i went in my room to change mi earrings and paint my nails cuz i was bored and she came in and was like, "so ur gonna mope now?" i was like "no im in here painting my nails cuz theres nothing else to do so eahhh" and she just looked at me and sed "ok" and left...w/e... 4th of july SUCKED ASS! ahhhhh...oh well, its passed...i dont know... this year has gone by fast....two months and we are back in school, and my summer has sucked so much...i'v been at home taking care of my brother, cleaning and being online... and a few times going to the mall and going out to dinner or the store...it sux...oh well...imma go...theres nothing to do so imma go outside and try to bleach my hair in the sun....hoping it will get lighter... well peace, love ya!
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sorri for the last entry, my computer is being a turd...heehee
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hola!!!
haha...well well welll... its been a BORING ASS summer so far, well in the begining it was great then it just...went down.. dam... Nothing really has been happening, except for my mom being a biiiiitcccch!!! shes being so mean...she like yells at me every dam min. of the day..grrr.. like we i was talking to sandy on the phone yesterday, cuz my mom was sleeping so me and tyler went outside to light fireworks and she comes out all i sed was "now u come out after we are done" and shes like "shut the hell up" i was like wtf! what the hell did i do?? and shes like just the way u say stuff to me.. i was like i just sed now u come out after we already lite the fireworks and y do u think i sed it in a mean way? and shes like just shut up, if i were u i would shut my mouth and not say anything... i was like dam.. what the fuck did i do..i didnt do shit!!!!! ahhhhhh! sorri for the language, i got really pissed off... and we were supposed to go to universal studios today and we are not going, i knew we weren't... she has a rash on her arm from stress... *rolls eyes* im sorri if u have a rash..i wanted to go and spend time with u and tyler and now we cant go?? and shes like yea we're not going... she confuses me!! *pulls out hair scream*.. ahh... man its gonna be nice not being here for two weeks! but imma miss sandy! *tear* lol..so the mother is at work doing her reviews...and i don know what we are gonna do now.. i dont care i just wanna go out and do stuff thats all... U know what its been so weird... I've gotten alot closer to my step-dad.. like we get along alot better then what we did.. and u can tell my mom is getting on his nerves too... and we've spent alot more time together cuz of summer and the accident, him being home, but i like it.. at least hes nice..... LMAO! tyler is sooo flippin funni!! haha i got a trucker hat and he put it on sidewards and he sed "keep it real" then makes a peace sign and crosses his arms..its sooo cute... but he really does look like a gangster, its scary lmao...i'll kick his ass if he ever thought about being gangster...but i dout it that stuff hasnt been around him..so thats good  well imma go...its boring and i dont think u would wanna hear me talk and talk..lmao i know im boring... i put yins to sleep! haha well take care! I LOVE YINS! oh if u wonder what yins mean, it means u guys..i got used to saying it when i was in ohio with my familia... oh yea that reminds me... my uncle bobby died!! *Tear i wanted to meet him but he didnt come out of the house... he was in Vietiam war so he was not all there... my dad used to talk about him all the time, now they are together, probably party-ing lmao...oh well.. i prayed today so that goes out to him...*kiss* well imma go ... i love u guys... hehe
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